I am so sorry to hear that.....my heart and thoughts go out to you and your family at this sad time.
I lost my grandmother in February this year.....all I can say is that the pain you are feeling now will fade with time - not disappear completely , but change into something else that is always there, something you can live with....it might not seem like that now, but it will...
Ronja wrote:...and as long as you'll keep her in your memory - she'll live in some way.
That is so true......
my thoughts are with you
littlesister