very difficult times here....
Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 5:45 pm
Hi guys and girls....
I really hate to say this, but it seems my family is falling apart. News hit me like a bomb just some time ago that I feel a sudden weakness and don't seem to be able to push the keys properly writing this text.
As outlined on the March 9 entry in my Blog another sleepless night last week (plus my reaction when again disturbed from falling alseep at 04:10AM) might lead to the split up of my family. I have talked to my wife this afternoon for the first time after more than 72 hours and it became obvious that she doesn't want to share this kind of life any longer. I have not shown any interest in talking this through while at work, so basically, I rejected kinda everything she offered to sit and talk. I even said "don't care" when talking about her going to the district court on Thursday...
So please, and I truly HATE to say this, but let me sort out things right now before I more actively take part again in moderating this forum. I know it comes in an un-handy moment where everyone seems to be excited about the new JMJ album to be released and when this forum needs to be moderated the most.....
You won't lose me, but at this point, it seems to be impossible to dedicate a reasonable amount of attention and passion for the forum and its members. Will speak up as soon as I see some light at the end of the tunnel...
Sorry for disappointing you all
I really hate to say this, but it seems my family is falling apart. News hit me like a bomb just some time ago that I feel a sudden weakness and don't seem to be able to push the keys properly writing this text.
As outlined on the March 9 entry in my Blog another sleepless night last week (plus my reaction when again disturbed from falling alseep at 04:10AM) might lead to the split up of my family. I have talked to my wife this afternoon for the first time after more than 72 hours and it became obvious that she doesn't want to share this kind of life any longer. I have not shown any interest in talking this through while at work, so basically, I rejected kinda everything she offered to sit and talk. I even said "don't care" when talking about her going to the district court on Thursday...
So please, and I truly HATE to say this, but let me sort out things right now before I more actively take part again in moderating this forum. I know it comes in an un-handy moment where everyone seems to be excited about the new JMJ album to be released and when this forum needs to be moderated the most.....
You won't lose me, but at this point, it seems to be impossible to dedicate a reasonable amount of attention and passion for the forum and its members. Will speak up as soon as I see some light at the end of the tunnel...
Sorry for disappointing you all